Saturday, March 7, 2026

A.S.A.D #2: Mutha Mazhai


https://open.spotify.com/track/1JicoVYTaArOqbttWM7DkI?si=Pv9rXh4VSrys4quJxLsFbw

IMO (probably not popular), Dhee owns this song! When I consider the lyrics, context, and the style of singing, I can see why Dhee is the perfect choice, and I wonder if that was on purpose. I have heard this song in Hindi and Telugu too, sung by Chinmayi. While it is beautiful, it lacks the subtle nuances that Dhee brings to this song. Also, I am not sure if the Hindi and Telugu lyrics carry the same meaning.

To set the context: the song is from the POV of the “other woman”, i.e., the mistress. Considering how young she is, being in a relationship with a much older man, and her rival being an older woman, you would expect her to be very self-assured and arrogant. But here she is vulnerable, insecure, and longing for a deep and meaningful relationship. (Of course, the insecurity could also be because the man in the midst is Kamal! Who, even at 70+, can make a woman weak in her knees! Note the line “ini unthan kaiyil swargam”.)

So I feel the song turns the typical 'seductive mistress' trope on its head. There are many lines in the song that bring out how she feels about the relationship and her need for a secure place with him.

The most striking one for me is “Innum varum enthan kadhai”
– As in: “I am not a passing affair, but here to stay. There is more to me and to our relationship.”

“Karu mai kanda kannokki
Poi solli nindraayaa”
– Not sure which specific word in Tamil is used here, but I think “mai konda kan” refers to her eyes full of genuine love.

“Naan kadhali, kadhalan nee
Veru ellaam verum vesham enbaen”
– This is very ironic considering she is in an affair, whereas he has been married to his wife for a much longer time. But she considers her tie with him as genuine and his marriage a farce!

“Innum oru morai enthan kathai sollavaa”
– She wants to keep reminding him of their past so that he feels obliged to stay with her. In this line, Dhee sounds coy and cheeky.

“Kaalam yaavum neethaanae
Intha kaalan vanthaal velvaenae”
– I wonder if this is a reference to Sathyavan–Savitri?! The irony of a wife fighting for her husband’s life versus a mistress fighting for her lover is not lost!

There are many more lines, but these are the ones most striking to me.

I asked ChatGPT to give me its opinion on this article and that adhigaprasangi not only gave me its opinion but also hooked me into a long drawn chat with more insights on the song. While most were what i have already covered above, this was interesting:

In the 4th line what I thought is 'dammaro dum dum' is actually 'sangam maruthankam' (don't blame urself if u thought so too....this is just Rahman effect) This refers to the marutham poetry of Sangam literature that deals with infidelity! 

Coming back to my review:

Dhee’s voice perfectly emotes the vulnerability and naivety of a young woman hopelessly in love with an older married man. To me, Chinmayi sounds very mature and even challenging. Somehow that doesn't fit the scenario here.
The music gives you the same feel as “Or Unmai Sol” (Aazhutha Ezhuthu) or “Athini Chithini” (Thenali — barring the comic elements). There is a sensuality and deep emotional pull in the music that cannot be explained. I also find the tune and music somewhat similar to “Veera Raja Veera” (Ponniyin Selvan) even though mood of the two songs are very different. 

How can I close this without thanking ARR? Yet another reason to be grateful to him for giving us this gem of a song. After more than 30 years of composing, he still never ceases to amaze me 😍

Thursday, March 5, 2026

A Song A Day (A.S.A.D iykyk) #1: Mei Nigara from 24


https://open.spotify.com/track/2qN6L6hAiJqXGaIOUu4mLf?si=XmuNNLunQrykTE7yU2SvmA

This is a very fast-paced romantic song – the kind I love!

I initially didn’t think much of it, but some lyrics and certain musical elements made me go back and listen again and again. Eventually I fell in love with it.

While romantic songs are typically melodious and slow-paced, there are some that are very fast-paced, with a sense of urgency and excitement, like Anbil Avan (AYM) and Kala Kalavena (Rhythm).

Like many ARR songs, every time I heard this song I discovered something new. While credit for lyrics goes to Madhan Karky, ARR's music brings it alive. 

A few interesting aspects in this song:
- it's interesting how the lover is compared to characters (Queen/King, Beauty, Demon, Slave?!). And towards the end the song talks about liberating these characters. 
- The construct of the song feels haphazard even though it does follow a standard flow.
- Every few lines the expression of love differs — feeling overwhelmed by her beauty and voice; something sweet, dreamy, nostalgic (guitar tune, sticky candy, flying rabbit). Unfortunately I don't know the meaning word for word.
- There is a tiny cello tune that comes just once (at 01:58).
- He says “whatever happens to me, keep smiling”, while she says “whatever happens, keep creating”. And this kinda annoyed me! 

This is one of those Sid Sriram songs where his style of singing is used to perfection and then some! While there is always a touch of longing and sadness in his voice, here ARR also gets him to express a sense of being overwhelmed.
The whole song feels so raw! It's as if a group was trying out different tunes and lyrics and inadvertently launched it! But still so beautiful.

Oh, fun fact: I thought this was Harris' and was very surprised and impressed. Later I found out it's ARR's (of course it's ARR!).

Wednesday, February 25, 2026

30+yrs of love.....just got STRONGER!

Remember, we are just into the second month of this year and it is already looking bright and wonderful. I know there are 10 more months to go, but attending the ARR concert will be the highlight of this year (unless HE does one more and I get a front row seat without having to sell my kidney).


You often watch glimpses of his concerts on YouTube and feel you know what to expect. But the reality is nothing like it. Despite not having original singers, despite not getting to see him clearly on stage, despite the heavy crowd, despite standing for 5 straight hours, and despite the long wait for the commute back home (we reached home at 12:30 — a good 2 hours after the concert ended), the experience was unbelievable. And I still can’t get over it!

I was originally going to get a balcony ticket, but a friend (who also helped me with the tickets) recommended the Fanpit. I chose the ARR fanpit (obviously!) as it was cheaper, and I thought I would later sneak into the VIP fanpit (how naive was I!). It truly felt like standing inside a ‘pit’ as I could see only the top half of the stage. The actual performance on stage was completely blocked by those standing ahead of me. For the first 30 minutes, I was desperately trying to catch a glimpse of ARR, then finally gave up and decided to watch on the big screens and enjoy the show.

He started with Jana Gana Mana (Aayutha Ezhuthu), followed by a couple more peppy songs before switching to a medley of his romantic numbers. I was worried that the whole concert would be bits and pieces of songs, but then the full renditions began. Though I can’t recall all of them, here is a list I remember: Enna Solla pogirai (Kandukondein Kandukondein), Hosanna (VTV), Dil Se Re (Dil Se), Humma Humma (Bombay), Mallipoo (VTK), Mutha Mazhai (Thug Life), Minsara Kanna (Muthu), Naadaan Parindhe (Rockstar), Endrendrum Punnagai (Alaipayuthey), Chinna Chinna Aasai (Roja), Chaiyya Chaiyya (Dil Se), and many more.

In one of the promo videos, he mentioned that he and his team had figured out how to handle audience preference for regional language and that the experience would be totally different. So I was worried this might turn into more of an instrumental concert. Thankfully, that didn’t happen. The only instrumental he played was the intro music from Muthu — I didn’t realize how awesome that music was until I heard it live!

It is impossible to pick a favourite segment from this show. The whole experience was out of this world! But there were goosebump-inducing moments — when ARR sang the swaram and aalaap interlude from Kannaalane, Fana, and the segment in Mannippaaya. I almost teared up hearing him sing live. There were also some all-time favourites that sounded magical live — Hosanna, Enna solla pogirai, Humma Humma, Chaiyya Chaiyya, Dil Se Re, Thai Manne Vanakkam. Of course, Chandralekha by the OG singer Carolene, and the Bhogi song by Dhanush. Dhanush was adorable — he seemed a bit conscious, standing a few paces behind ARR, and ARR pulled him forward to share the stage and sing together. That was lovely!

A beautiful and thoughtful addition to the show was sharing the stage with social media talents — Alex, Amritavarshini (Thavil player), and a Colombian percussionist (didn’t catch the name). Alex sang Raasathi En Usuru, and it was quite good! His voice suited the song very well — though no one can replace the OG Shahul Hameed. The song selection, singer, and ARR initiating it were beautifully orchestrated. ARR has always tried to go beyond the mundane and keep introducing new things while staying current. These additions showed how he appreciates and respects real talent. The Thavil segment by Amritavarshini was wonderful too — I had never really noticed this instrument until now. I had only known the mridangam and Kerala chenda before this.

It is not just about bringing in Carolene or sharing the stage with Dhanush, Alex, or others — it is the way they are introduced, personally by ARR himself. These personal touches make it truly special for the invited artist. Another interesting element was that most of the orchestra instrumentalists were women. I have seen many ARR concert clips but never so many women artists. This must be a new development. I love that he quietly brings in progressive changes (remember the relaunch of chinmayee with mutha Mazhai!) and lets them speak for themselves — no announcements, no trumpeting. For a big showman, this humility is endearing.

Of course, not all attempts at change succeed. He tried to make the Tamil audience sing a Hindi song — perhaps too ambitious, even for ARR :p. He sang Dil Se Re and encouraged the crowd to sing along in Hindi, but after some hesitation, they sang the Tamil version instead. He kept prompting “Dil Se Re,” but the audience politely resisted, and he had to move on.

He also kept his word about organizing the event better after the Dec 2023 mishap. With a 30K+ crowd, the event was managed fairly well. Entry and exit were crowded, but there were enough volunteers and police to avoid any mishaps.

The concert truly felt like a Valentine’s gift for us fans. Throughout the 3.5 hours, we sang along to almost every song (except Hindi ones) and even hummed the instrumentals. Our legs and neck hurt, our stomach growled, and our throat was parched — but none of it mattered. We were tightly packed, sweating, yet completely absorbed in the music.

ARR will always be special to us because we have seen his journey — from a young composer with a pathbreaking Roja, to conquering Bollywood (Rangeela!), to collaborating with legends like Andrew Lloyd Webber, winning the Oscar, and continuously exploring music globally. He is far from a one-hit wonder. After Roja, the hits never stopped. He created iconic songs for every emotion of our generation — Mustafa Mustafa (friendship), Chinna Chinna Aasai (dreams), Vidugathaya Indha Vaazhkai (imo best rajni-spirituality combo), Aathangara Marame (nostalgic romance), Vennilave Vennilave (falling in love), Mannippaaya & Uyire (forbidden love), Satrangi Re (seven stages of love), Enge Enadhu Kavidhai (heartbreak), and many more.

While most of the crowd was from my generation, the kids in our group — probably Gen Alpha — were equally enthusiastic. It was a heart-melting moment to see them singing along to songs we grew up with.

Even more unbelievable is the energy of the man on stage! At 59 (he will be 60 next Jan!) he performed for 3.5 hours, delivering hit after hit without a break. Except for Khwaja and a few melodious numbers, most were high-energy songs. He was constantly playing, singing, or both — and closed with Humma Humma, Chaiyya Chaiyya, and Thai Manne Vanakkam. Who does that? Is he even human?

Of course, I wished there was more. I missed Mazhai kuruvi (CCV), Petta Rap (Kadhalan), Veera Raja Veera (PS), Vellai Pookal (Kannathil Muthamittal). Honestly, I wouldn’t remove anything from what was played — I just want more! My kids wanted Ennavo Oruvan, but I’m glad he didn’t include it — no one can do justice to it like Swarnalatha. One tiny drishti pottu — I wish he hadn’t sung Chaiyya Chaiyya. I’m too used to Sukhwinder Singh’s voice.

After watching the O2 series, I desperately wanted to see him live. I thought this concert would give me closure — but instead, it left me wanting more. To transcend generations, to evoke the same emotion in someone who discovered him decades ago and in today’s kids, and to continue creating despite criticism — that feels almost superhuman.

I feel proud and in awe of him at the same time.
Best Valentine ever — and hoping for many more :)